Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Oxymorons...day 2.

It is only Tuesday...and already my week is filled with oxymorons. So....I am taking this opportunity to write a tragic comical blog, FULL of them, to describe in vague detail how I feel.

I'm clearly confused about the constant variables in how people operate. Is it an open secret that I strongly dislike deafening silence? It is my unbiased opinion that the universe might just be evening the odds with me. Hmmmm, that must be it...punishment for being hopelessly optimistic! I am feeling almost exactly how I did 2 months ago, all of this is strangely familiar....and I feel increasingly declined.

Perhaps it is insane logic that I desire intimate strangers. I keep getting it positively wrong and it's sadly funny. As soon as I start to feel somewhat awesome or terribly pleased, a quiet storm arises and turns sh*t upside down.

It is my unsolved mystery. My sun shower of systematic chaos. My pleasant hell.

So, Once again, I will attempt to embrace this linear curve in my journey and not become a human robot living in internal exile.

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